2011年3月24日星期四
2011.new school,new friends and a whole new life.
♥ 20:52
OMS....you told me all those stuff that doesn't need my freaking concern for like since last year or smth but when i felt bored and said some stuff that doesn't concern you,which i only did to youb like only for 1 day,you take it that i told you things that doesn't concern you=="aiyo...what kind of freaking attitude of yours do you have???we've been friends for so many years,and not only friends,but Best friends.you still think i am still your best friend and no one would steal me from you but actually,you,yourself,is drifting apart from me,because of yourself.if i had not told you to freaking _________________________(i cant say,or else would be damn obvious,but she wont see it,but just in case.)i wonder what life would be if i did not tell you to____________________.hahahs.i hope it would be worst cos she already____________________.so no use la.):sad.now,idk why but it seems like almost everyone is ignoring me.idk why but is it them or my voice is becoming softer day by day???i shouted,i screamed,i yelled.but you ppl didn't hear.you ppl ignore me and walk away from me at any chance.why???whyeee???whaye?????WHYYY????!!!!!!
ok.apart from that,i'm still depressed aboout what i should do.continue to be myself,or just keep my mouth shut until i really need to burst???
hahah,but seriously,ppl only notice me when i get pissed off.idk why.hahah(wait....it shouldn't be hahah....)nvm.so how?????help me la.like anyone is gonna help,other than xs.
i know,i just found out that your friends in primary schools aren't real friends until you are in secondary school.cos they change their attitude so fast that you can't even catch up with it...no wonder.the only BBFL i can confirm now is only XS cos ......alot la.but now,i think back,we are kinda funny.we wasted money and time(which is super sad)to say that we are going to be BFFL...hahah.we took sticker pictures and wrote BFFL on it.but now,you see,all of us are seperated.i don't talk to you,you don't talk to me.and plus,you become bitches,she become bitches,he become bitches???bastards???nvm.all of you change.some of you became boy-crazy.that's why,i only know XS the best.she tells me everything that she can tell.she doesn't lie to me.she's a true friend.LOVE HER!!!(:
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